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I just remembered a promise I made to someone. =)

I was just lying in bed when I remembered. It got me all pissy. But I have to do something, don't I? I know it's really none of my business, but when things get this bad, I can't just stand by and not do anything. Especially not when it's sorta affecting others.

So, if you read this, and you prasan then it's definitely for you. Fucktard.

You see.. there's this one particular evil toad who's dating a duck. Or actually not dating but this toad is in total denial and disillusionment that he believes that the duck is his girlfriend when in actual fact, she's not. In fact, she's said that she's not his girlfriend right to his face but the silly toad chooses to ignore this fact.

So you see.. this toad isn't very good at listening, something I believe a good boyfriend should be able to do. So here's the deal. Duckie isn't attached to him. But Toadster is super jealous everytime she even glanced at another guy.

Gawd, in fact! He even gets jealous when Duckie is only hanging with her girlfriends. Because of this, Toadster is probably jealous most of the time, because Duckie is popular and has many friends, thus her having to glance and hang a lot. And because Toadster is a very immature kinda guy, although looking very old, he tends to merajuk (sulk) a whole damn lot.

In one instance, Duckie maybe talking to Chicken Leg (eheh..) in her car with Toadster at the wheel. Since Duckie is talking to Chicken, Toadster is left to himself. And just cos Toadster isn't able to laugh along with Duckie and Chicken who are both cracking up with each other cos of the millions of inside jokes that have accumulated over the years of knowing one another.. Toadster would start driving maniacally. Sign of someone who's got one of those kopitiam licenses.

And at the first chance, he would pull over and walk out to bloody fucking sulk. I SWEAR!! If he ever does that again, I'm jumping in the driver's seat and taking off without him. The last few times it's happened.. I've been patient. Just to respect Duckie. Besides, I know that if I drove off, Duckie would suffer cos Toadster is a fuckstick and would do that to her.

Another thing about the fuckstick is that he's egoistic. He would never let a girl drive the car if he's in the same car with her because as he puts it, it's too shameful. Hah. This coming from some bloody bastard who drives like a fucking maniac? You know what.. Good on him for getting that fine fine from JPJ. He deserved it. Haha. Geez, I remember someone telling me that when that happened, and you told your mommy about that 300 ringgit fine you got.. you ran out. You ran out of your own house. Is it cos your mommy scared you? Gawd. Grow up. Running away from your problems don't solve things. That's what's wrong with you. You're too egoistic. You're stubborn. You can never admit you're wrong. You know what I call that? I call that cowardice.

I bet you'll try to counter that with a "You think I'm a coward?? Well, I think you're the coward for not being able to tell all this to my FACE!" My my. How smart you are. Oh, how I would SO LOVE to be able to do that.. but oh.. I know how you'll only walk away. You'll start being all ignorant. Convincing yourself that your actions are one of love.

That may be true, if love is selfish, jealous, and controlling. Cos that's what you are. You believe that you're on this supposed mission to change this girl into a better person.. but what you've become yourself.. is worse than what you think that girl can do. She's bared with you for so long just because she doesn't like to hurt others. She thinks this friendship she has with you is worth saving. But from my point of view.. from a lot of people's points of view.. we know that there's nothing that can be salvaged from this one wreck of a screwed up friendship.

So Jimmy, up yours.