back in miri

So fucking depressed.. I shouldn't be so suprised that I'm like this at the moment though.. It was expected. This moment of depression. Not just a moment, actually. A moment wouldn't last this long. I knew it was coming. Wish I had gotten into an accident on the way back to Miri from Kuching and died on the spot. Just me. No one else has to die. Maybe I just need to get some rest. I don't know.. Sigh.. I don't wanna think anymore.. I wish I could just forget. Depressed, confused, sad, heartbroken, insecure, angry.. It's amazing how many emotions one human being can feel all at once..