Tuesday, November 01, 2005

circumstance

I worry so much for someone.. it's causing me to lose my sleep..

I care for him so much more than he believes me to.

My heart aches to know that I'm causing him so much pain.

I hate having to hang up on him.

I cry seeing his caller ID on my phone and I force myself not to answer it.

I wonder how he's doing 24/7.

I shed tears for him everyday.

He's sacrificed so much for me.. I feel so much like scum.

He loves me, and maybe no one would ever love me as much as he does.

I loved him, but I shouldn't..

Maybe. If only circumstances were different.

Sigh..

10 Comments:

Blogger Zack_Tiang said...

Sorry to hear that, Kim.

I don know how much you believe what I just said.

But really...


Sorry to hear that.

5:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmm...is the guy ure talking abt the one that im thinking?...u know who im talking abt right?

10:36 PM  
Blogger Kim said...

steffeni: erm.. well.. uh.. no. i don't know.

11:38 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I read circumstance as "circumcise". >_<

2:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

dunno? dunno as in dunno who im talking abt or ure not sure of ur feelings...??

10:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

stef, of course she doesnt know who ur talking about. shes not psychic! hello? :p

11:31 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Y do u rely on circumstances? it means nothing. You choose how u want it to be. Trust God and follow your heart. Dont give up so easily. :)

3:48 PM  
Blogger Kim said...

I wonder who anonymous is.. *smiles*

It's a tad bit more complicated than what this post makes it out to be.

stef : jasmine is a genius.

5:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

:) yes. you want duit raya? hehe

1:18 AM  
Blogger Kim said...

jasmine: *nod nod nod* *eyes shining*

12:42 PM  

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