hello again my not-so-good friend

Feeling rather suicidal.

Wondering how long before I finally have the courage to actually do something about it.

Too many regrets, and I'm too proud to correct them.

Been walking around with a dull ache in my heart.

Heart
A muscular organ that pumps blood to all parts of the body. The rhythmic beating of the heart is a ceaseless activity, lasting from before birth to the end of life.

One day you may call my name, but I won't answer.

When would that day come?